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[vaznetti]

Today's update: still stressed out. I was rather hoping that getting my period would mean the end of that about-to-burst-into-tears feeling. No such luck.

I feel like I'm blowing off this interview, which is a shame, since I really want the job, but I just don't know what to do. I don't have the energy to stay up all night working on this lecture and still do my teaching tomorrow, and I'm starting to resent being asked to write it anyway. I'll have an outline, but I'm not great at talking from an outline. I guess I'll have to work all day Saturday after all, which I was sort of hoping not to have to do, since it will mean that I won't have any days off between now and February 21st (although I might be able to squeak in February 14th).

But anyway, I'm wasting time writing this. I feel the need to apologize for doing so, too.

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[dagnylilytable.livejournal.com]

I've sent hugs already, but I can definitely promise you that your students will not be suffering in their minds from a day off from class if you need to take one. ;) Heck, some of them could be fannish like me and have Very Important Interview Memes to do.