Oh, yikes. That sounds really dreadful all around. (Junior faculty at major research institutions do not always have happy lives, and this is why: it so often seems that they're looking for reasons to get rid of you at the tenure review, rather than reasons to keep you.) Good luck with the fellowships, and with getting a committee you can work with.
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Date: 2010-10-25 10:19 am (UTC)