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( states I've visited )

I might be missing a couple--Arizona? West Virginia?--but I figure that if I can't remember whether or not I've been there, it shouldn't count.

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Today's update: still stressed out. I was rather hoping ( TMI ahoy! )

I feel like I'm blowing off this interview, which is a shame, since I really want the job, but I just don't know what to do. I don't have the energy to stay up all night working on this lecture and still do my teaching tomorrow, and I'm starting to resent being asked to write it anyway. I'll have an outline, but I'm not great at talking from an outline. I guess I'll have to work all day Saturday after all, which I was sort of hoping not to have to do, since it will mean that I won't have any days off between now and February 21st (although I might be able to squeak in February 14th).

But anyway, I'm wasting time writing this. I feel the need to apologize for doing so, too.